UUUgh. I cannot sleep. I took my A.D.D medication yesterday morning and then at noon. I also had a coffee which I didn’t think really did anything to my sleep but here I am at 3 am awake and headachin’ and getting worse.
It’s so hot here. I’ve been overheated all day. I’ve been getting the chills along with being hot and it just doesn’t make sense. I can’t get comfortable and I tossed and turned before I got up. The chills are such an odd sensation when it’s so hot out. I’m sure I don’t have a fever. Just hot…but chilled.
First I took a dose of my anti-anxiety med hoping it would help me sleep and I had some worrying going on in the background. Next I tried a benedryl. I’m still awake but my headache is intensifying. I took a couple excedrine along with a zantac which is par for the course these days. My long history of nsaids has finally caught up with me and gives me lots of stomach pain. Then I also took a zofran because of the migraine. Hoped it would also help put me to sleep. Still awake. Contemplating smoking a little weed. Maybe it will help.
My migraines are out of control lately. I go in spurts when they seem slightly better but then they ramp up. “Rebounding” they say. Don’t use so much medication. I wonder if these doctors suffer from migraines. I cannot go without treating my migraines. They get worse and worse and it prolongs the pain, nausea, brain fog. I literally cannot take the pain and cave into taking my medication. Those meds that I’ve relied on for years haven’t been working. I live with ice packs. They get me through taking the edge of the pain until my medication (hopefully) kicks in.
I think I’m going to try falling asleep soon. Headache still there, eye pain worsening. now i’m clenching my jaw. I’m really fun, aren’t I!?
Goodnights. Catch ya later, blog.